One of the worst things is when someone acts like they’ve done nothing wrong, but you just can’t simply talk to them anymore because of it. Then they get frustrated, then things get ruined.
If, if this is about me (if not, I hope it all ends up well, you’ve been through enough these days aaand I’ll be rambling on about nothing..), I’d really like to know what I’ve done to intentionally hurt you, in any way? Have I ever, with that purpose in mind, set out to make you miserable? I really hope and wish that you don’t think that of me, because I certainly wouldn’t think that of you.
You know I love you. I’ve entrusted you with my heaviest of secrets in times when I’ve been at my lowest. Doesn’t that say anything about how much I care for- and trust you? I know that it’s been hell for you with this whole triangle-drama but trust me, (I’ve been there too and you know it), neither me or Christoffer wants to see you sad. Ofcourse, we all could’ve handled this better but what’s done is done and to drag it all out helps no one. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: I’m sorry. I hope that you understand that I never want anything but greatness and happiness for you. Please try to be happy for me and him, I hope that we’ll be able to carry on. I know I’ll try my best, will you?
“Every year, the bright Scandinavian summer nights fade away without anyone’s noticing. One evening in August you have an errand outdoors, and all of a sudden it’s pitch-black. It is still summer, but the summer is no longer alive.”—Tove Jansson, The Summer Book, trans. Thomas Teal (via neitt)
Sin City 2 tomorrow with awesome company, including Christoffer whom I miss so much (whoaa we haven’t seen eachother for a week, oh the horror..!). Afterwards we’re going to my place and I’m planning to reveal my little secret soon as well, this is going to be a great weekend!